Review and Giveaway: Tearing Us Apart by Amanda Clay (Possible Spoilers)

Julian Pham is surviving high school. Openly gay, flamboyantly goth, and Vietnamese-American, he’s just about as different as his Oklahoma City high school can tolerate. He has good friends and a supportive family, which helps, but lately his family is changing and his friends have troubles of their own. Julian is afraid he’s being left behind.

Then he meets Duncan. The star of the school basketball team, Duncan has never crossed Julian’s social path. A fateful encounter one cold night brings the two young men together, igniting a romance that neither of them expected, and that both can scarcely believe.

But Julian and Duncan are in different places. Julian is happily out, unconcerned with others’ opinions. And Duncan, while he knows who he is, isn’t ready to face the challenges of living out loud. Even as the two grow closer together, Julian begins to question whether he can live with Duncan’s desire for secrecy. And even if he can, does that mean he should?

When the crisis of their romance leads to a shocking betrayal, Julian must decide if he will fix this love or tear it apart.

May Contain Spoilers

Julian is beautiful. He’s an amazing character that you want to have everything he wants. You want him to have all the friends and all the love and the out and proud boyfriend that he lives happily ever after with. He definitely has some amazing friends. They support him through his story and stuck up for him when he’s not quite ready to stick up for himself sometimes. He gets a boyfriend that isn’t quite out yet, but they work so well together. Duncan is scared. He’s some amazingly scared of what life would be like if he steps out of his closet. The story is very realistic in that not everything works out the way you want it to, and not everyone is ready to burst of their closet waving a rainbow flag. Julian may be willing to work with Duncan on hiding and not being out, but he doesn’t want lies and betrayal. But oh y word, my heart was broken at the end of the book. I had so much hope for Duncan and Julian. They are perfect together. In my head they’re going to figure it out and wind up together in the future with the 2.5 kids, white picket fence and a lovely hypo-allergenic dog. But that story isn’t here. I have to hold out hope there will be a sequel along the way and I’ll get it and read it, and my heart won’t be broken anymore.

“So,” I say casually, “Have you been down here before?”

“I’ve never been in there!” He’s practically shouting. “I’ve never been any place like that.”

This outburst earns a little frown from me. “So, by ‘that’ I assume you mean a gay club. But I have to ask, just how can the interior of a homosexual establishment be sleazier than hanging out in the alley behind one?”

He doesn’t answer right away, is silent with his jaw clenched long enough for me to brace for a kick in the ribs. But when he speaks, his voice is a defeated whisper.

“I’ve driven down the street a few times. Once I parked but I couldn’t get out of my car.”

I nod, give him a little smile, trying to keep it all light and bubbly despite the shock, amusement, desire, and more shock all swirling around in my head. “Well, you made it out tonight, Duncan Fisher, so that’s a celebration right there. Shall we go into the Wreck together? Maybe dance a step or two?”

About Amanda:
A reader since the age of two, Amanda Clay realized early on that the best way to get all the stories she wanted was to write some herself. Setting off on this path she took some detours through teacherhood and librarianship before finally settling down with a fabulous kid and a leafy place in which to do serious work. She still reads everything she can get her hands on, and encourages you to do the same.

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5 responses to “Review and Giveaway: Tearing Us Apart by Amanda Clay (Possible Spoilers)

  1. !!! Thank you so so much for your kind review, and for taking the time to read my book! I’m glad that you liked Julian and I’m very sorry I had to break your heart! But there are more books on the way, one about Merry and one about Max, and Julian’s a major character in Echo, so maybe that can tide you over? Thanks again!!


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